Sunday, July 30, 2006

Strength and Hands

Today I was watching and listening to Brian Houston on Hillsong Television. I liked his sermon title "Living in Your Own Grace" and low and behold - he started out with Gideon.

Hmmm.

It's 12:30 a.m. now. This Gideon stuff has had me studying for a sermon I'm preaching somewhere in the morning. I've got fifteen passages of scripture marked - mostly based on the Hebrew word strength and a smattering of passages of people in the Bible who had stuff in their hands which God used to do mighty acts.

Ordinary hands and tons of grace. This pic is my brother Andy in Lima, Peru with some boys cared for by Compassion Canada.

Andy just took a full-time position with Compassion and he looks like he's loving every minute of it.

Various texts I'm chewing on tonight:

Then the Lord said to [Moses], "What is in your hand?"

The Lord turned to [Gideon] and said, "Go in the strength you have..."

[Hannah's Prayer] It is not by strength that one prevails; those who oppose the Lord will be shattered... He will give strength to His King.

[To Saul] Once these signs are fulfilled, do whatever your hand finds to do, for God is with you.

[Solomon] But who is able to build a temple for Him, since the heavens, even the highest heavens, cannot contain him?

[Nehemiah] They are your servants and your people, whom you redeemed by your great strength and your mighty hand.

[David/Jesus] My strength is dried up like a [broken piece of pottery]...

[Isaiah] You who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with a shout, lift it up, do not be afraid... He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak... those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength...

[Daniel] I had no strength left, my face turned deathly pale and I was helpless.

[Zechariah] Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord Almighty.

Then Jesus told them to give her something to eat.

[Jesus] You give them something to eat.

[Paul] For by the grace given me ... the grace given us.

Friday, July 21, 2006

Churches and Nations


A few days ago a friend was emailing me from Rwanda speaking about the 100 Days of Hope (I'm praying for you all, Jen in particular - Kigali mom - in so many ways :). All this reminded me of how my younger brother Andy just took a job with Compassion Canada and is presently in Lima, Peru. Hey, Jim Sommerville... Isn't that interesting about Andy? In 1972, Jim became the first president of Compassion Canada (in London, Ontario - our home town). Love ya Jim!

Yesterday, I got an email from a friend in Maccau who has been speaking at a congress there. Kat (and Mike) spoke Mandarin with James Hudson Taylor the third and chatted with Rick Warren's sister after Rick spoke. Kat's email reminded me of reading this article at Malcolm Gladwell dot com which closes with this:
At the Anaheim stadium service, Warren laid out his plan for attacking poverty and disease. He didn't talk about governments, though, or the United Nations, or structures, or laws. He talked about the pastors he had met in his travels around the world. He brought out the President of Rwanda, who stood up at the microphone—a short, slender man in an immaculate black suit—and spoke in halting English about how Warren was helping him rebuild his country. When he was finished, the crowd erupted in applause, and Rick Warren walked across the stage and enfolded him in his long arms.
Church loving people.
His nation.
Arms full of all nations.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Sale and Sail

If you wish to be off quickly and unerringly on your spiritual journey ... one thing suffices and nothing more: God alive in your mind and active in your heart, gently arousing you to everlasting love. Yes, this is God's way to God and it will not fail you....

This love you experience tells you unerringly when to speak and when to be silent. It will guide you discreetly and without error in everything. It will enlighten you in secret with great and surpassing discretion, teaching you when to begin and when to leave off....

Try with God's grace then to abide continually in the work of love for I assure you ... this love will immediately take the initiative and gently prod you to know and to do whatever is necessary.
The Cloud of Unknowing

Saturday was great! Spent time with Dar and the kids in Canmore at the Reservoir and Cougar Creek. Then had an amazing BBQ at the Wagenast B&B. While at the Reservoir taking pics of the kids I kept looking up at Ha Ling - wanting to hike it again.

Yesterday morning Dar told me to go hike a mountain (She said it with a smile. I don't think she was telling me to get lost :). On the drive to and from Canmore I listened to John Ralston Saul's Massey Lectures entitled "The Unconscious Civilization".

At the base of Ha Ling I wondered how far I could hike up in an hour. At one hour in I had hiked to the edge of the tree line and took this picture of a fire pit on a grassy nole. The peak was another twenty minutes further up. It can get quite windy once you're out of the trees. A hat and good sunglasses do wonders.

Fed chippy up top ... then ran down in half an hour. Perfect trail to run down ... Running up would be a killer! Met a pastoral couple on the run down. I was praying and preaching out loud and stopped to let them pass. We chatted. They just moved to Canmore. We're going to have a BBQ soon. Nice! More meat...

Well, I think we sold our house last night. A few loose ends to tie up. Looks like a mid-August closing date. Seeing as we are leaving August 5 for three weeks in Ontario and New Brunswick we'll need to be out of our house three weeks from now. We still have no idea where we will be living in September. Looks like Canmore. I'll need to raise a bit of a salary among friends to support the family over the next number of months as we explore what God is leading us into there: discovering, developing and deploying kingdom leaders globally.

God's been showing us his faithfullness. I left my former work nearly a year ago. A year without a salary or benefits. A year with house and car payments, all the normal things that cost a lot. From time to time God has moved in the hearts of friends to support us financially and prayerfully... So humbling to receive money and intercession from others. So much joy as well. I think it'll be the way of the future for us. Being totally dependent on God and his people.

A couple of weekends ago I flew to Newfoundland to spend time with young leaders and preach the Gospel. I booked my flight with my own aeroplan points. We had this whirlwind weekend together and they gave me some money and off I flew home. The airline missed giving us a meal in business class (because of 200 grounded flights in Toronto due to thunder storms), so they credited our aeroplan accounts with 20,000 points. It cost me 27,000 points to fly to Newfoundland! And I get back all those points. I think that's how God is going to keep giving to us. Back doors.

Now we wait and see where we will live in Canmore. God is preparing that place for us. We believe it. We have nothing to lay our eyes on. We rest in this "unseen" in perect peace.

Here we go, into the wild blue yonder!

Monday, July 17, 2006

I Wish They Knew

July '91, I wrote this overlooking the morning mists of Lake Ontario.

What is it about the midmorning sun and the warmth it gives to a world waking from the sandman's lullabies? What is it about the misty horizon where the mighty heavens and peaceful waters meet in distant rippling communion where only echoes are heard? What is it about the beckoning shore that calls the waters to rest in the solitude of my presence? - not moving back or forth, just resting there on the pebbled shore. What is it about the majestic span of the birds wings which reach and touch the very air I can only breathe?

God has painted this in nature with paints man cannot mix. A delicate masterpiece hewn to life within the depths of my soul. The Sun reflects this life in me.

Then why when the horizon is clear, and nature has called, do I still need answers? And why do I sense you calling me to come and eat what you have prepared?

Oh Lord, I wish they knew the answers to all their piercing questions. Show them the light through your Son. Show them the hope on your horizon. Show the the peace in the safety of your shore. And show them the road to Zion through the wings of your pointing migration.

Oh Lord, I hear you calling me to the shore to eat with you - you call me in from the waters of life, "Bring some of the fish you have just caught... Come and have breakfast."

Kids in Canmore

Saturday, Luke and Bree at Canmore Reservoir.

Ha Ling peak, top right.

Nate, the youngest clown...

...with an edge :)

Collecting some rocks...

...being taunted by others. "Dad, Luke splashed me!"

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Calgary Stampede Love's On Kids







Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Practiced Perspecive

One of my favorite movie moments is the opening scene in The Last of the Mohicans where three men are running like the wind through the mountains. Similar to The Two Towers, running and running and running, mountain tops and valleys, never stopping. Always moving forward. Always finding ones bearings. Always chasing. Always following. Always running towards. Rarely running from ....

A month ago, after this pic was taken, I ran all the way down the mountain. Last week, in the pouring rain I ran the coast of Newfoundland (in prayer) for an hour and a half. This past weekend I learned how to barefoot (water ski) on a lake in B.C. and can barely move my legs... I had three lessons, each of them about 15 seconds long.... Sometimes training is hard and fast.

Friday, July 07, 2006

Back From St. John's & Selling Our House

Back home from St. John's and have been processing the experience.

Since being home we have been preparing our house for potential buyers. Later today our home invasion begins and by Monday morning we will be looking through a stack of offers deciding who gets our house. In September, we are moving to Canmore to discover, develop and deploy young kingdom leaders from among the nations.

Yesterday morning, I was working the gardens and spraying down the outside of the house when I asked God if everything that happened in St. John's this past weekend was for real... was it all of Him!? At that moment two birds of prey circled in tandem above my house for three minutes. They were a type of hawk, one of which had a distinct split tail. After three minutes of them circling I said, "Thank-you" and they flew straight south until they were out of sight.

I'm writing this at 12:37 a.m. I have to get this out.

Last Thursday, on my way out to St. John's I stopped over in Halifax to see my Indian friend Kamal. We ate Indian food at 2:30 am and prayed together for a while. He saw me as a warrior with eagle feathers in my hair and my head held high as I went to St. John's. Three hours later he drove me to the Halifax airport to catch my morning flight.

Arriving in St. John's Mike picked me up and as we drove through town my heart filled with joy for the city. The city is wide open to God... The church needs to get ready. I had to get a couple of hours rest. At Mike's place I couldn't sleep. Lying down, I was having visions, half dreams and words from God for two hours... all stuff about St. John's and Newfoundland.

Friday night a bunch of young leaders joined us at a church to pray. God showed us a lot about the church and the land all around it. Then we went downtown to pray over George St. God stuff tends to happen amidst clubs and bars. We helped one desperate girl get four blocks out of harms way.

Saturday was a blur of activity. I climbed an ocean-side trail with Pete and while discussing his life an eagle swooped by (he had told me ealier he had a vision of an eagle the week before I arrived) ... We spent considerable time rolling bolders into the ocean. You could smell the sulphur and iron as they crashed and bashed their way into the sea.

That night, while preaching at the youth event the Holy Spirit moved in such deep conviction that when I asked young people with words from God to come to the mic, some adults thought they'd come first. They all ended up on the floor. They couldn't take the mic from my hands. God had them under such conviction they couldn't speak. Finally, the young people, one at a time, came and spoke up and then got on their knees to pray. The front of that church was like a hospital room.

Sunday a.m. I preached at a church for nearly an hour and a half. At the end of the service we had all the children gather around the front and everyone encirled them and prayed as I put water in all the children's hands. Sunday p.m. I preached at another church where all the young leaders I had been spending time with prayed over people. Quite a beautiful time.

It was after the Sunday evening service that I had a profound vision that took me off my feet. I was sitting on a chair chatting with an intercessor when it came on me hard and fast. I saw two islands just off the coast, like overlapping shoulders, and the face of a lion was between them, off on the horizon - far away. Then the lion came racing to shore so fast that I didn't have time to prepare myself. It took me right off my chair onto the floor. The visions continued for hours. I kept asking God to back off and give me some space to breathe... He did, but kept coming back after I got some rest.

Monday afternoon I was standing in the very place of my first vision. I had been running a trail for quite some time. I asked God where he wanted me to pray. He said, "500 more steps." So I ran 500 more steps and stopped at a bench overlooking the ocean. That's when I saw the two shoulder-like islands off shore. I told the three dead trees nearby that Jesus was coming from between the islands. Could they not see him? It's a good thing I was alone - talking to trees :)

A bunch of us were in that area praying all over some things that God had laid on some hearts. I ran back to the group and told them my story. Then I went off again to a bridge between two cliffs to pray some more. An older couple were crossing the bridge. The man passed by and the woman stopped to chat with me. She spoke some deep things. I asked her where she was from. She said, "New York." I said, "And where before that." And she said, "Bulgaria." And then I said, "And you are Jewish." She smiled widely and asked, "How did you know?" I told her I was a follower of Jesus Chirst and know his people when I see them. She told me about her ancestors in Jewish villages and I told her how at least one of my grandparents was from a Jewish village in Hungary. She told me a lot of stuff about my ancestors - even that they gave birth to the Celts (someone confirmed that for me later). I told her the story of the woman at the well... It was a profound conversation on a bridge.

I ran some more and found an eagle feather in a high crag and an old beam with nails which I brought back to the crew. They were praying on a big rock overlooking the ocean. As we prayed on that rock we could smell smoke. We prayed more. It began to rain. The thunder began answering us. It was too incredible to put into words. It was like we were tapping into something primal - deep in the heart of creation itself. God seemed to be speaking to us through the rain and thunder - and each other.

At one point in time one of our prayer warriors prayed something along the lines of an end of barrenness and about God opening wombs amidst his people for the sake of his children being born. At that moment I was looking East across the ocean and said, "God take your answer right across the nation." As I prayed I pointed to the Eastern horizon and turned quickly West with my hand over my head pointed West - lightning streaked across the sky in line with my finger and the person I was pointing at happened to fall on the ground right then. Everyone laughed at that one.

So much happened that afternoon... It would take a while to tell the whole story. That night many of us got together to pray throughout the night, until 6:30 a.m. I didn't sleep until I got home here the next night after two major flights. I'll never forget the look on the lady's face in executive class when she asked me what I did in St. John's. I told her that I had been up all night praying with a bunch of 20-somethings. She wouldn't stop asking questions :)

It's really late. Big day today.